exploration
new coffee places, cafes, food, carefully saved in a folder
these places
were something i looked forward every week with you
meeting in school
picking you and Elle from the grey solemn looking round about
long hugs along the canal
netflix parties
netflix in the car
car rides
swimming pool races
wearing sunglasses
holding hands
making out
cooking in your house
lying down on your lap while staring at the HSBC logo
meeting your grandma
your brothers
to travel to bangkok
getting drunk together
was something i hoped for
a pair of confident lovers
was what i projected of us
until that very day
all these hopes
I had to remove
with the erasers you gifted
perhaps the hardest
is not the reason
but the hope i had of us
i guess
its time to put it aside
in the air tight box you gifted
as well
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