Priorities

4 more days till the end of Sarah Surbana and 28 more days to Seattle. The past three months in Surbana has been a restful yet fulfilling experience. My weekdays are usually packed with meetups after meet ups. It is exhausting sometimes to head out every weekday night and at the same time have a very eventful weekend. Perhaps this is why work is my resting place and my cubicle is my secret hideout.

I'm not sure whether i'm excited to end this internship because I've been packing my schedule with meet ups with different people that it looks quite scary. I've got so many close ones to spend time with before I leave. However time is limited here.

Stressed and burdened. That's how I feel. I feel a sense of urgency to minister to so many people and I try so hard to make a lasting impact before I leave for Seattle. My flesh is so weak but my spirit is willing.

I shared this with Daniel, my great NUS harvesters I/C. 'How am I to prioritize what God wants of me', he wrote. Priorities.

Is me meeting so many people what God wants me to prioritize? or.. is it just spending time.. in my room, with a pen, a highlighter, a moleskine.. and His word.

Perhaps its the latter is what God wants.


Lord, teach me how to prioritize what you want of me. Help me to be a good steward of my time and resources. Speak to me. I'm listening.