Friday, October 26, 2018

the 26th day

a year later, daddy God reminded me again about Peter walking on water. 
Peter enthusiastically walked out of the boat and in that moment, he unknowingly decided to let go. 
he had let go of his future, his time, his money, his relationships, his grades, his status, 
his everything. 

he drowned for a bit. he struggled no doubt. for a while before Jesus reached out to him. he went though a dark time for a while. he was struggling in the water. struggling to breathe, gasping for air, shouting for Jesus. 

but Jesus came in and reached out. and i guess this was where Peter realised that God was in control. 

perhaps this is how its like when we let go. we let go, we struggle a bit and then we realise that God is in control. 

this is what ive been telling myself everyday. 
daddy God is in control. 
i can be pressed, perplexed, hunted down and knocked down 
but he is still in control. 


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