Wohoo I think my feelings got ahead of me. Zoomed right straight into my face when I was in Australia. I'm trying my very, very, best to erase it. Unfortunately, nothing seems to work now. Ignoring/not replying/double ticking/blue ticking is just a slippery slope in this case. I think time will help me, I need to get over this.
Friendships are just like sunsets, the sun sets, light fades and darkness creeps in. (Well that's if you choose to let go) It's only a matter of time till the sun sets. I hope my attempt to erase you from my life will make things better, for me.
I'm not sure if this is a very selfish thing to do. There's so much stake in this. I want to save myself from falling to deep into the trap, at the same time, I know you'd wouldn't like it as well. I think you're okay, you're sufficient without me, its okay, I can live without you.
Urgh I need help. Real help.
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