Life was never worse but never better

Dear all, 

I just did a 14 minute work out and I decided to do something to this godforsaken place. 

While Kaywee blasted Taylor Swift yesterday, I realised that I like 'Wonderland' compared to the other songs. Well, I still like 'Wildest Dreams' the most though.. 

I like how Taylor Swift wrote, 'Life was never worse but never better'. And I resonate very much with it.

I feel that my life has been stagnant for the past 6 months, spiritually, physically and mentally. I guess I only found myself growing a little after I got to know you. 
(oops sorry to keep everyone in suspense)

I think it's high time I do something about my life, to do something more meaningful, lively, something, perhaps for God, maybe for family, new and old friends. I don't want my life to be stuck in this phase where things were never worse but never better. 

I want to grow, make mistakes, scream, cry, laugh at my mistakes and move forward. 

I'm gonna make this July the most meaningful July ever. Cheers to God, Jesus, NUS, new friends, old friends, best friends, family, Vanessa and you. 

Aiya as if you're ever gonna read this part.