Thinking about you
As I'm lying next to someone else
Drinking without you, oh
Doesn't fix me but it kinda helps
Oh, I still wish we could go back to where we started
When you left your T-shirt at my old apartment
Have you ever wondered if you loved me harder
Where we'd be, where we'd be now?
Yeah, we got so close, so close to love
But you had to go and mess it up
Was it all too much or just not enough?
When we got so close, so close to love
Yeah, we got so close, so close to love
But you had to go and mess it up
Was it all too much or just not enough?
When we got so close, so close to love
I never noticed, oh
I was busy tryna work this out
Why was I holding on
When I knew you'd only let me down?
But I still wish we could go back to where we started
When you left your T-shirt at my old apartment
Have you ever wondered if you loved me harder
Where we'd be, where we'd be now?
So Close (NOTD with Georgia Ku & Captain Cuts)
i remember driving along KPE en route to hougang blasting this song. i stepped on the accelerator after the last traffic camera when the bass dropped. thinking to myself that i will never come to a situation like this with you. i was so confident that this song would not be a reflection of how i would feel next time. that it will never come.
i used to love driving to this song with the confidence that we were invincible. but now i drive with this song, thinking how we were so close to love, that you were someone i loved and now i have to let you go.
now when i play with this song, i look toward the passenger seat and id imagine you looking at me speed. maybe i'd never get over this but i miss you in my car and i wish you were next to me in your rayban and telling me how unsafe a driver i am.
can i not let you go? can you stay? can u come back? please?
